Finding a way out

sleepless night,sitting in front of computer,with burning cigarette in hand,thinking of a way out.i read a lot over the internet,and from books,about other commecial cases, trying to find out how they make it sucessful.it was my decision years ago to be a sucessful biz man,just as the saying goes,10 years to sharpen a sword.now it’s the time.

i will devote myself to running 2 retail websites+1 wholesale website,with distributors both home and abroad,trying to build a famous building material brand.i need to make it a full sucessful story,with sacrifice of my time,my love,even my health.nobody knows how hungry i am for success!

There are definitely many obstacles in front of me,the main problem is funds.however,it’s not an insurmountable barrier that would not be overcome,as other sucessful people always lack of money.i feel my health is getting worse,time is slipping away quickly.how to make this in a short time say 2 or 3 years,is what i’m try to find out.

Mr.Yao Lu devoted his life to his novel”An ordinary world”,i see great passion inside,an ordinary world with people who love their life,their people around,these people may be poor but they are rich and with beautiful mind…he wanted this book to be a perfect sucess,not commercial sucess but a sucess of spritual heirtage for the literature industry.he was weak in body but he was so powerful in mind.he believed the biggest happiness in life was not the result of sucess,happiness was there during their way to trying to be sucess!while happiness won’t automatically appear,you need to pay the utmost effort,spending all your resources,until you feel you can not give more.it was the hardest time when Mr.Yao lu felt he was gonna die,but the novel was not finished yet, his strong faith and decision made him to acheive it finally.Mr.Yao Lu also wrote an essay named” morning starting from noon”,which we can know more about his pain,his efforts,and his faith. no one gets without paying.Mr.Yao Lu died of liver’s disease like my uncle.

I feel i’m in the same situation as Mr.Yao Lu.burning mid-night’s oil also bunring my passion.i don’t know what’s the destiny waiting for me in the future,but i’m trying to get a better result,for myself,and for people i love and care.

Let’s wait and see.