黑皮耶

i miss u every day.although i know we can not turn time back.i see you are smiling to me when i propose to you in front of all my friends.it’s such a surprise to you and you are very happy,so am i.i see we have a wonderful wedding with all my friends and customers invited.we have sweet honeymoon in many famous places worldwide.i see you’re busy in the kitchen,your cat and i are waiting for your food.i see you and i walking in the street,hand in hand,sunshine is so bright and warm,you and i are so gentle and happy.i also see you are on my chest and listenning to my whispers in the midnight.i even see you are running in the garden after our little kid,with flowers booming around.however,until a car rushed by my side,i found i was in the middle of street,alone.all these are illusions.i can not cry,but i feel so sad and lost.

i wanted to be the guy who would accompany you when you mentioned buying bridal gown in Huqiu.you know what i mean.i don’t know if you were testing me or you just wanted to go there in order to get more goods to sell.but i really wanted to be the one at that time.

When there is a plane flying by my apartment,i wish you were on the plane and come to me,or i wish i was on it and fly to you.You are not in Dalian anymore,i have nowhere to go.Harbin is a place full of sorrow for me.i guess i would not go Harbin in my life time.It’s my first time to taste Tiramisu,and it would be the last time.

i can not contact you any more.but i have still so many words to say to you.all what i hope is that,one day you come across my blog and read these articles and you know i miss u.

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